RIPMonsterJamey

I am waking up, the morning looks like any other. There are no major changes. I turn on the phone to see if I have something from FB or Twitter. According to messages I see that something is wrong. I am leaving an hour later on FB to see what happens. In one second I became sad, confused and frightened. One Little Monster committed suicide today because he was insulted cause he listened Lady Gaga message that describe picture. Then....Then I begin to feel fear for myself, will I be stronger then him in that psychological sense and be able to fly high enough above that miserable and sad people with wings of one monster. Will I have strenght to shut my ears up and change frequency in my head and be able to ignore that all. I dont know....I am afraid.
They taught me that I share people on good and bad one, and not by skin color, religion, nation. They taught me to always seek out the best in people, not their mistake and seek to cling to every little thing. They taught me to be realistic and objective, not to defend those I love when I know they are wrong.They taught me that a beautiful word opens an iron door, but I wonder why sometimes I have to shout or curse? Thet taught me...
It doesnt matter what they taught me, because those are not parameters of values, as much I can notice. You must be a some crazy psiho or his brother, a genius to be able to live your life. You must have the courage of a thousand people to say want do u think, and not be afraid to condemn the environment. You have to be above everything and everyone, and yet be among them. And u have to take care that there is someone whose higher then u and its God.
I hate these days I hate todays youth. I hate life of todays youth. I perfectly dont fit in that life and I dont care. Simply If its cool to go on the party capture several girl/boys and be drunk so u dont know your name then I am not cool and i dont want to be. Never! I hate the eyes of today's youth! Why do you have to watch others clothing, which brand is it etc. What is all that? You will look better? You will fuck. This contributes to a beauty, but..But!
In vain clothes that u wear when everything in your head is all rotten, secondhand, bargain! When you do not know how to use your head! Everything is in the vain. Whether I will combine nice colours today or not, that's my thing. After all, maybe I want to look like a colorful parrot - IT'S MY THING! It is time to realize, but you will never, because your brain can not understand it, it does not matter what do you wear, but what do you carry in yourself! A good man must be both well dressed. Just another homeless person can be a great man, regardless of the smell that spreads around it or damaged items it carries. You can be gay and to be a good person.Or you may be puffed up, while you're a good man, and hiding that somewhere deep inside you.
So, to meet someone you have to open his heart and soul, to look in his world and way of his thinking to make it known. This is the only way to get to know the person, but you, evil souls, that way you can and you will not cross. I believe that u bring to question the existence of the soul. I know, and those people this looks ridiculous, stupid. Yes, I'm right. But I dont care for u. Those people I do not give me approach. Those people are not people who will I open the soul, and you are free,to based on my physical characteristics evaluate me. I condemn. I will be funny and entertaining, anyway.  And now, now I am going on. Todays day I dedicate to a monster, little monster.. Jamey, Paws Up!
Here, are the eye tears in my eyes. Simply, I can not believe that there are so many evil people.I'm sorry, I very sorry for those.I dont have any words more ... I will greet you with the lyrics of our idol, our lyrics .. You will live in our hearts FOREVER!

"No matter gay, straight, or bi

Lesbian, transgendered life

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born to survive

No matter black, white or beige

Chola or orient made,

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way

'Cause God makes no mistakes

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself, and you're set

I'm on the right track, baby

I was born this way, yeah"

@LadyGaGa

Author of the blog: @MonsterDeJan